It's fake but I still dislike it

So my family has been eating this fake meat lately that tastes exactly like roasted pork chops that I remember eating a long time ago. 

It's fake for sure cause it was bought frozen from a vegetarian grocer but seriously the taste is exactly how I remember it and now I dislike it, a lot. Both because I already don't like pork in general, and because its a strong reminder of how meat used to taste like. 

Oh right, for the people who didn't know and haven't figured, I'm a vegetarian. And it's been about 5 years now ok ? 

Yeah...